I puked today. I felt sick to my stomach for the past couple of days as the reality hits me. Trust is a thing that should be locked in a box somewhere. What I really meant is being so trusting can be catastrophic. I've never meant a person so calculated and disgusting in my entire life. I trusted this person who at first helped me, treated me like a friend, behaved like a benevolent person, seemed to be very giving, then  one day the ugly face appeared in disguised. I want to help you, I'm just trying to help..... 
Bam! after a while, it hits you. Something is wrong. You ask questions and get different answers for the same questions. You get lied to twice in the same sentence. You find out this person is not who they appeared to be. The more you question them, the more you find they lie through their teeth. Everything was false? They had ulterior motives from the begining.  What do you do?

Two different people trying to make life work together,

trying to change one another,
placing blame on one another,
when lonely, holds one another.

Spoke of only the upsetting things,
that's no fun.

Two different people sharing life with one another
appreciating one another,
laugh for the sake
of learning from mistakes.

Speak of all the good things,
letting go of the bad.
Love is too great of a thing
to make sad.